Emptiness and disappointment...

today, 26 august 2011...most of my west malaysian housemates are heading back to their respective hometown for Raya break. Its empty in the living room, with just me and lappy.....all of these makes me feels really like holidays. To be precise, I had 3 more assignments that need to be complete before exams and holidays.

Among all these 3 subjects, one that really makes me nervous and afraid is Creative Communication Design. We  need to design 3 things for our chosen brand; the standly, wobble and shelf talker. Fully CG. Computer Generated. I hate it because its my weakest point!!

Right now, I felt down and empty and lonely. I just wish to go home. Miss my home badly. I wish this few weeks will pass by as fast as possible, finish my assignments and exams and Go Home!!!!!!!

I just hope that I can have my own ways of doing things. Own ways of dress myself. Own ways of thinking, talking and  be proud of myself. Be more confident in myself.

Sadly, I had always been influence by the people around me. Somehow, it goes way too far until the situation gets a little bit awkward. Believe me, it's not something that i want.

I want to be a man who can speak aloud with confidence and tell the world what are his opinions and ideas and comments. I want to be a firm and confident person, in which i had my own stand and opinions.

I want to be a confident person who is outspoken and stands out from all the rest.

What a silent moment now..which makes the situation worst :(

Rush Hours

I hate to rush my assignments last minutes..especially those which related to facts like history...yes, its history of art and design...am supposed to hand in before midnight tonight....but tend to procrastinate and do other little little things which makes me rushing to  complete it...but another thing is that I dont really know where to start to do it...its simply too many paintings and peoples and eras to remember.....


huh...finally can leashed out my feelings..hope that I can really finish it on time!

ready, set and go!!!!!!! :)

( p/s : love this one personally..shoot for final project )

...its heavy and hard to keep moving on...

but nobody will stop me except myself

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The Beginning of Many Thoughts to Come

yeah XD finally i have my own personal blog for me to put my thoughts in writings.

actually this blog was meant for my History of Arts and Design subject. my lecturer asked us to make one in order to put our notes, ideas and assignments here in our blog. however, i was like keep on customized my blog here and it takes most of my time! i can't customized what i desired in the beginning, so i keep changing the design of my blog. this is what i have done in my weekend instead of doing research. well. i did done my research. it just that i can't find the specific information about some monuments from the Greek's era.

hope this one can be a channel for me to express myself. Its just the beginning! Cheers XD

is History of Arts and Design necessary?

its necessary because we need to know how it emerged and developed until today. it was interesting to know some events in Egypt, especially about the Goddess and myth and the art they created on the wall. somehow, i still blur and lost in this subjects. maybe because i don't do necessary research about the subjects. hopefully i can pass this subject because i ain't wanna fail and repeat any subjects here.

i want to deepen my understanding and knowledge about the history of Egypt and other elements in this subject. i really find it is hard for me to catch up the things which have been told in the class, especially we need to do our own research about the subject matters. i know its time for me or us to change the way we learn and study in order to survive in the society nowadays.
In this 5 years time, i hope i can graduate in two more years and having my stable job and income..the most important thing is, i can have my time to dance. somehow, i still don't know where i stand and what i really wanna do and achieve in my life but rite now i know that i need to do my best in university so that i can graduate proudly and productively.

new in blog...dunno what to write to fill up my blog...

Greetings people! This is Studio 86 on the floor babe!