Emptiness and disappointment...

today, 26 august 2011...most of my west malaysian housemates are heading back to their respective hometown for Raya break. Its empty in the living room, with just me and lappy.....all of these makes me feels really like holidays. To be precise, I had 3 more assignments that need to be complete before exams and holidays.

Among all these 3 subjects, one that really makes me nervous and afraid is Creative Communication Design. We  need to design 3 things for our chosen brand; the standly, wobble and shelf talker. Fully CG. Computer Generated. I hate it because its my weakest point!!

Right now, I felt down and empty and lonely. I just wish to go home. Miss my home badly. I wish this few weeks will pass by as fast as possible, finish my assignments and exams and Go Home!!!!!!!

I just hope that I can have my own ways of doing things. Own ways of dress myself. Own ways of thinking, talking and  be proud of myself. Be more confident in myself.

Sadly, I had always been influence by the people around me. Somehow, it goes way too far until the situation gets a little bit awkward. Believe me, it's not something that i want.

I want to be a man who can speak aloud with confidence and tell the world what are his opinions and ideas and comments. I want to be a firm and confident person, in which i had my own stand and opinions.

I want to be a confident person who is outspoken and stands out from all the rest.

What a silent moment now..which makes the situation worst :(

Rush Hours

I hate to rush my assignments last minutes..especially those which related to facts like history...yes, its history of art and design...am supposed to hand in before midnight tonight....but tend to procrastinate and do other little little things which makes me rushing to  complete it...but another thing is that I dont really know where to start to do it...its simply too many paintings and peoples and eras to remember.....


huh...finally can leashed out my feelings..hope that I can really finish it on time!

ready, set and go!!!!!!! :)

( p/s : love this one personally..shoot for final project )

...its heavy and hard to keep moving on...

but nobody will stop me except myself

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